You say that you've never left your Source. If you are actually experiencing that as your current reality, then that's wonderful. But that's not true for most people. I would say that souls, even though they have never actually left the Source, have apparently left the Source, or so it appears, through being incarnated into bodies on the material plane. (This is, I believe, the meaning of the parable of the Prodigal Son, which I discussed in the second half of this article:

https://graham-pemberton.medium.com/the-garden-of-eden-revisited-293c59b35be8).

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