Interesting. I think it's important to distinguish between the Puer Aeternus in the Marie-Louise von Franz sense, and someone who, in Wordsworth's terminology, has managed to escape the 'shades of the prison house', and retain their connection to their soul, which is their birthright. From your other writings about art and creativity, I have taken you to be the latter type. But of course, only you can know about your own soul.