Hi David.
The answer to your question is that I am on a journey to discover what it is to be a Christian, rather than knowing in advance, although I may have some possible intuitions about what that might be.
My starting point was that at the heart of my overwhelming, shattering conversion experience was a Christian church, and a quote from the Bible. This leads me to believe that my destiny is to be some kind of Christian.
My deeper purpose, beyond reforming Christianity, is to try to formulate a religion that can unite all of humanity. That is also a journey of discovery, rather than something known in advance. It is therefore something of a side issue exactly how Christianity might fit in with that. It is clear, however, that it would need a reformation of some kind.